Again.
It’s 12 am now. dad forgot my birthday again. for the 4th year in a row. It’s kinda sad how I can tell when he actually stopped caring.
It’s 12 am now. dad forgot my birthday again. for the 4th year in a row. It’s kinda sad how I can tell when he actually stopped caring.
Happy birthday to me. :)
I…just need a hand
Seriously though. Feels like there is a knife in my gut. The pain is so real.
How do you step back and let your friend take the shot,when you would bleed and crawl just to get that shot? You know he deserves it more and you are just an outsider, but gosh. One of the hardest things I’ll ever do. It’s killing me. It really is. What is this sickening jealousy-monster in my gut? Get it away. I want to step back and not feel like I’m making the biggest mistake of my life.
Hey mom. How is London? I’ll just keep this simple I guess. Happy Mother’s Day. Although this would be the 4th year in a row you won’t be celebrating it with us. Work takes you away a lot huh? Come to think of it, you haven’t celebrated your birthday in this house for about 5 years now. It’s always a belated birthday celebration. I can’t complain. Because you work they way you do, I get to live this lifestyle. I get to buy gundams, lightsabers, and other pointless crap that I don’t even need.
So thank you mom. Thanks from the bottom of my heart.
I love you, and I hope you get home soon. :)
I’ll never let you go. It’s not over yet. You and me forever. We’re forever young.
Facebook is full of people commenting on prom pictures. Urgh.
Twitter is full of people wanting to get married and complaining that they miss their boyfriend/girlfriend. Urgh.
Superficial living. It’s annoying.